Still Intimate With My First Ever Ex

My ex and I broke up about 5 years ago. I met and dated other guys, but he was my first and couldn’t be forgotten. I deleted his number but always got in touch with him through his cousin. Earlier this year, I got in touch, and he asked me to come visit him. I declined at first, but after some weeks, I reached out and went to visit him. One thing led to another, and we had sex. Since then, I have been meeting him at least every two weeks in a month. Now the thing is, I feel at peace, comfortable, and very good with him, more than when we were dating. Everything seems good between us now, but I told him this is just fun for me and I do not want to catch feelings again. Now I don’t know if what I am doing is right or not, because I do not feel like dating. I feel okay with him even though we are not dating. Guys are in my DM asking me out, but I don’t know why I do not want them. Maybe I am tired of all this dating drama and wahala. Is this right, or am I in love again?

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