My story goes like this. I had a really good friend Miss A and I had Mr F. I met him in 2018. We didn’t really date, he was broke then and I was just looking for company not a relationship. My friend was not aware. In 2020 I saw my friend’s status that she was dating the guy although she didn’t know I knew the guy. Their relationship was so good, the guy treated her well. She told me almost everything because that was her first boyfriend and she loved him very much. I was very angry at myself for letting the guy go. She had everything. I was bent on destroying the relationship. I chatted the guy up on IG, he replied, and from then we started having s€x. He was cheating on her. I was so happy that finally I won. I later found out he had a child. I still stayed. In my mind if my friend could do it I can too. I was still close friends with her and I only talked to her when I’m not with her guy. This guy was not even worth it. He was a chronic cheat and I still wonder how my friend was able to stay in such relationship but that didn’t stop me.
In 2024 I got the shocker of my life that my friend was pregnant and she moved in with the guy. They planned on getting married. I was so angry I took the guy’s phone, copied one of his side chick’s details and sent her a message and sent her my friend’s IG account. I just wanted my friend to know that her man was a national cake everybody was eating. I’m guessing the girl did not respond or my friend was calm about it because she seemed to have the guy’s mumu button even though the guy was a cheat. She literally controlled the guy. He later died last year. In my mind I was like now everybody go rest and my friend was now a single mom crying her eyes out. What surprised me more was how she picked herself up in less than one year. She’s doing so well, she’s pretty, she’s travelling, she looks like a successful career lady although she does not post it but I have sources. Me, I now have a child for my boyfriend who I was cheating on. I’m a single mom, nothing is going well for me. I stink.
People tell me I stink. My vag!na produces something I don’t even understand. I’ve tried all treatments, it’s not working. My baby is not looking fresh, he’s underweight. I h8te myself. I look like an old woman even when my baby daddy provides. My friend who takes care of her child alone is prettier than me. I know I didn’t do anything wrong but my pastor said I should go and apologise to my friend. For what exactly? The guy was literally in every girl’s pant. I don’t know what to do. People see me and ask me if I’m sick. I’m dying inside. Should I beg her for forgiveness? How do I go about it? What should I apologise for?
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