Good evening, guys. I don’t even know where to start from. My life is so boring and lonely. I haven’t seen someone whose life is as lonely as mine. I don’t have friends, I’m not in a relationship or talking stage. I might go off on WhatsApp for hours with no single text, only group messages. What is more painful is that no one is even checking up on me because I haven’t been posting. If I post one fine picture now, they will start messaging me, stupid people. I have one friend at school, my roommate to be precise, but I detached from her because I saw a text of her saying bad things about me to her man. Since then, I have not been close to her again. She doesn’t know I know, though. I guess she doesn’t care too because she doesn’t text me that much. That’s the only close friend I have. Now we are on holiday for about 2 months, and my business has stopped until we resume. I’m so broke, lonely, and kind of depressed. Sometimes I burst into tears randomly. Everything is so tiring. Sometimes I can’t even afford to buy data, I have to ask my younger sister to turn on hotspot for me. It’s so draining. Being broke and lonely at the same time is a disease. I’m the first child, not having a rich elder brother or sister is heartbreaking. I envy those that have. I can’t wait to start my business again. Life feels hard right now.
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