I think I’m under a spell or something, and I don’t know what to do. This is actually my first time loving a girl, and it’s really damaging me mentally and emotionally because I’ve loved this girl way too much. I’ve seen a lot of red flags, and deep down I know I can never marry her because I’d regret it in the future. I don’t have peace in this relationship. A day can’t pass without wahala. This girl doesn’t want to see me with any other girl, not even my female friends in school. Mind you, this same girl talks to thousands of men. I’ve checked her phone multiple times, and I always end up hurting myself. The problem I have now is how to leave her. I’ve tried several times, but I always end up begging her to come back to me. All my friends see me as a hard guy, but deep down I’m a weak guy. I can’t even control the relationship anymore because whenever I say anything, she manipulates the whole conversation. I’m honestly tired. I just wish there was something I could take to erase her permanently from my head. The love I have for this girl is just too much. You can call me a mumu or anything, but love turned me into this. I really wish there was a way I could leave this girl without getting hurt because she’s really driving me crazy.
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