I’m the first-born girl child, and I’m used to doing things for myself right from childhood. I find it difficult to trust people too because of what I’ve seen and all. I really want to be feminine, behave like a lady, and act like one because my exes say although I’m sweet and kind, I behave like a tout. Now I’ve been single for so long that I do not even know how to be a lady in a relationship. I don’t know how I’m supposed to act or what to say when I eventually get into a relationship. Although I suffered heartbreak in my last relationship too, now I don’t even know how to stop gatekeeping my heart and just love completely. And I really, really want to act feminine, be a lady, and also love completely without holding back.
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