Last year, around May, I started hanging out with a guy. He said he likes me, that he has been crushing on me since last year, and I liked him too, he was actually my spark. At first I didn’t know he had a gf, not until after our first s€x. He told me it doesn’t matter, that he really liked me. I hesitated at first, but I later agreed because I haven’t had a serious relationship once, so I wanted to try it out. We started hanging out on a low, and he spends too. Around August, he stopped calling and texting like before, he’ll only text once till the following morning. At first I was angry, then he’d complain that he is getting too used to me than his real gf, and that his gf was noticing, so he needed to give me space. Sometimes he was like he woke up late, he couldn’t text me, and mind you, if I text he’ll respond after some hours, but I just lock up because I’m already in love with him. In my life I haven’t experienced that kind of affection he gave me before, I’ve also been a loner.
About 3 consecutive times, we’ve had issues that we’ll stop talking to each other for days, and at the end I will be the one to start calling and begging for forgiveness, and we’ll be back together again. It gets to a point, if I asked him for money he would say he doesn’t have, but I’m still cool with him because I like him so much. So recently, his gf went through his phone and found out he has been cheating on her with me. I felt so bad when he told me, and since then he hasn’t spoken to me. I even messaged him to check up on him, but he didn’t even bother opening the text. I just feel bad because I’m really into him, I want to move on, but he keeps crossing my mind.
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