I met this guy through NYSC earlier this year. After we met we started talking and I was happy to have someone I knew at the local government. Fast forward to about a month later he told me he was interested in me. I was a bit skeptical because there was this girl he always posted. I asked him about her and he said they weren’t dating, that she wanted them to but he didn’t. That ticked something in me but I ignored it and just went with the flow. I didn’t put all my heart into it though. I tried not to get too deep. Fast forward, later we were always together and everyone thought we were in a relationship. I had to sit myself down and ask what was really going on because he wasn’t talking about anything like making me his girlfriend yet we were acting like we were dating. I remember asking him about it and he gave me reasons why he wasn’t ready to make me his girlfriend. I suggested that we create some distance between us because I didn’t want to fall for him while he wasn’t ready. He got annoyed and said I was acting weird. I won’t lie, I was already mentally clocking out and I told him that.
He said he’d work on things and not make me feel that way again. Then his birthday came and I got him a perfume but he didn’t like it. That caused issues between us. A lot happened after that. He said a lot and I also said a lot. But what affected me the most was how he always thought the worst of me, the absolute worst. He always believed I did things on purpose or with bad intentions, which was crazy to me because I’ve never even thought about him or anyone that way. After everything that happened it didn’t even take him two weeks to start posting a new girl. I don’t even know how to feel. He was nice to me and treated me well. I can’t say he treated me horribly but I just can’t get over the fact that he always thought the worst of me. Everything I did was seen in a malicious way. It hurts honestly. And now he’s acting like I don’t exist or like I did something terrible to him. Honestly I just want to move on with my life. I act like I’m not affected by everything but I am one hundred percent. I need advice on how to move on because I honestly thought I found love this year but it turns out I was only kidding myself.
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