Mehn, I just lost my boyfriend and it hurts so much. Just a month together, but we had plans. I never thought I’d share this, but I’m tired of trying to be the strong girl, this one touched me, no jokes. It’s not easy. We had dreams. He didn’t even know how to communicate well at first, but I pushed him, I made sure he tried. And now he’s gone. I keep asking myself, why him? Why not somebody else? The way he left wasn’t pleasing at all, it broke me. I had to delete some things because I kept checking and it was damaging me mentally. I’m trying to be happy, trying to pray, trying to understand if that was really his time. I even pray for him to show up in my dreams, just to explain, just to tell me why. It’s painful, but I still thank God for life. I just needed to rant, because my heart is heavy.
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