I got kicked out of school at 24, my business stopped moving, and the career path I left for school left me. I’m a mess right now. All hope is lost, all my plans have changed, and I’m confused and livid. My life seems so vague. I left all my eggs in one basket, and one funny mistake changed everything about my life. I need redirection. Su**ide is not an option, and I’m not scared of starting over. But how do I start? What do I start with? Where do I start from? God, you didn’t bring me this far to forsake me. I know I messed up. How do I pray? Which religion do I believe in? This stage of my life is confusing. I have no one but myself. Someone, please advise me on how to find peace and purpose within myself. How do I reconnect with God? How do I seek clarity in life at a stage like this? I’m tired of lying to myself. I’m a mess right now. I’m losing myself. How do I recover from this setback? How do I forgive myself?
How do I seek help from people? How do I stop pretending like I still have everything figured out when I’m slowly losing it every night, alone in the darkness? Do I go back to school? Do I focus full time on my business? Do I go back to sports? I thought I could do it all, but I burned out, took a wrong turn, and got lost. God, please. I’m ready to start all over. I won’t stop for anything. I won’t end my precious life. I won’t back down, but I need clarity.
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