I’m beautiful, not so beautiful, but I am not ugly. If I am to rate myself on the scale of 100%, I would say 60%. But my issue is this social anxiety wants to wound me, like I can’t even hold a proper conversation. Once I open my mouth like this, I will start saying rubbish. I can’t even communicate well in English. But when I am alone, I speak very well with phonetics self. But if I want to communicate with my peers or have a conversation with someone, I will end up disgracing myself. It’s hurting me so much. I have tried everything that I was told to do but it is not working. If I’m on a call with you, you will love it because of the way I speak, but when we see physically, omo it will be the total opposite. I will end up not saying anything. The person will be like you are not the talking type and I will just smile, but that’s not the koko.
I can’t even walk properly because of shyness. And because of this I am losing a lot, I can’t express myself. Fear, fear, fear. Omo fear is the beginning of anyone downfall. But how do I come out from this? Because of this I don’t have friends, calling myself introvert. But deep down I want to be free, do what others are doing, say what I want to say. Omo inferiority complex wan wound me. Make una help me please. The worst part is that I am a lady of 29 years. No marriage, no boyfriend, no talking stage, no fiancée. E bi like say God dey vex for me like this because I am tired.
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