Herpes Simplex Virus Scare

Hello everyone. I want to rant about something that has been bothering me for a while. I first knew about herpes simplex virus from this platform. For about 2–3 years now, I have been having this outbreak that often comes out during my period or ovulation, and I feel it might be herpes simplex. I have been to the hospital on different occasions to get myself checked, and not even once did the doctors come up with any solutions. It wasn’t stopping, and as time went by, it kept popping up randomly until I read about it, did my research, and watched video clips and images on Google. I decided to go get myself checked, and on two different occasions, the results all came out negative, but all indications are pointing to the exact same thing I read online. I recently visited a gynaecologist since the doctors seemed not to know what it was. Even with the outbreak being visible, they still didn’t know what it was, so the option of seeing a gynaecologist was my last hope. After showing her how it looked, she still dismissed me and gave me a viral cream to apply for 10 days and asked me to come back after 10 days.

Honestly, I’m tired of spending money without getting any positive results. Lest I forget, the sores often come out at the exact same spot around my spine area, and they get really painful and itchy most times. Then, in my genital area, they come out in different spots. Please help me. I have only been with one man, who is presently my ex, all my life, and I don’t have experience with a lot of things. I’m scared because this might be the end of me. I have always dreamed of having my own family someday and living my best life, but if this turns out to be what I think it is, then I’m doomed because no man will want to end up with someone carrying an incurable disease. I read that it has no cure and is highly transmitted. Honestly, I think hospitals need to talk about this more often and advise patients to take the test because, in my entire life, I had never heard about this particular virus until I read about it on Rantandtalkz. During routine checks, they never talk about it. Apparently, they are only focused on HIV/AIDS and not this. I have spent a lot of money going for check-ups and still haven’t gotten the answer I’m looking for.

I pass every other test, including the herpes simplex test, but I’m still not convinced because I’m battling with the exact same thing I read online. It literally described what I’m dealing with. Please don’t get me depressed. Just be nice with your words and tell me if it’s possible that, if it turns out to be what I think it is, I can manage it and not infect anyone in the future if I eventually find someone to spend the rest of my life with, because I wouldn’t want to be w*cked and let someone suffer the same fate as me.

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