I’m trying to wrap my head around how someone can repeatedly hurt you without feeling any remorse. This man has hurt me so much, yet I always gave room for forgiveness. He came last year December apologizing and acting like he had changed, not knowing he was even worse than before. What hurts me the most is finding out he has been saying terrible things about me to his friends and family but yet acting all lovey to me. Who does that and why? What’s the purpose exactly? How can you be so comfortable creating lies about someone but yet acting lovey to the person? Let’s not even talk about the cheating and lies. Imagine having a fight with him, and we’re trying to settle, yet he was texting another girl again about how he wants her and doesn’t want to play games with her. This is someone that acts like he is so responsible.
Why always cheating? Why always lying? Why? He is so unrepentant. Oh, I’ve never met anyone who lies like him. Imagine being so genuine with someone, yet they are saying horrible and terrible things behind you. If you ever see this, you will know it’s you. I just want you to know I won’t forgive you for all the lies you told your friends and sister about me, for making me look like a horr•ble person to them and yet acting good to me I won’t forgive you. God, anytime I replay the voice notes he sent to a friend about me in my head, my heart breaks because that’s the worst thing you have ever done, and I won’t forgive you. You know they were all lies. I genuinely hope you become a better person because truly you can do better than constantly lying and cheating and womanizing.
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