I’m 20 years old, and I’m also a student. There is this guy I was dating when I was in secondary school. The guy was so serious with me, and he loved me so much. Along the lines, I met a guy, and he asked me out, and I agreed to date him. Since I was a virgin at that time, I thought it was nothing serious. The other guy is old enough to be my elder brother, so I will not have anything to do with him. I did not take him seriously at all because I had my own boyfriend. There was this particular day the other guy asked me to come over to his place, which I did. And when I got to his place that day, I was molested by him that he used f0rce to disvirgin me that day. After all, when his body was calm, he begged me that he did not mean to do it by force, that he wants me to believe him that he loves me so much. To cut the story short, I broke up with my serious boyfriend without any good reason because I didn’t know how to tell him I was not a virgin anymore.
Around last year October, I had proper sex with the guy who raped me, and I got pregnant. That was the first time I had sex after I got disvirgined. I told him, and we both agreed to ab0rt the pregnancy. I ab0rted the pregnancy. After that, I got so attached to him and also loved him so much. Ever since I ab0rted the pregnancy, he doesn’t care about me anymore. Whenever I try to talk about him being nonchalant, he tells me he’s going through a lot, and that he’s busy. We don’t chat like before; he only texts me when he feels like it. Right now, I am confused. I don’t know if I should leave him or I should continue the relationship with him. I love him so much, but I don’t think he loves me anymore. I am not willing to leave since he’s the one that disvirgined me and also the first person I will ab0rt pregnancy for.
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