I met my girl when I was in a higher institution. So we started our tender relationship back then in 2018/2019. Well, we were in love, but pregnancy came in. I must say this; we were too young, and it wasn’t the best time. Well, she ab0rted it, and it made us separate from each other after some years. Many other things happened when we were separated. Well, in October 2021, we got back and started dating, and this time we were very serious about each other. It didn’t last till 6 months, she got pregnant again. We decided to keep it. We made promises to be together. I must say this; it wasn’t an easy one. I was initially confident because I had a white woman who sent me money, and I believed I could cater to our needs. She was pregnant, and I decided to leave the environment I was staying in when we were dating and decided to get a new place so we could be there and start a family. And it was going a little bit smoothly. When we got to the new house, I lost this white woman who was giving me money.
Well, I will say this; we both do the same kind of job, but she’s always making more money than I am. After I lost my client, it was hard for me, and I couldn’t provide for our needs anymore. She’s been carrying our needs for the past year, and it’s almost going to 2 years now. I must say this; it has turned our relationship upside down, and we now fight regularly, and it’s been causing a lot in our lives. Well, I haven’t married her legally, but she has a child for me, and we are still together. But our love life hasn’t been the same anymore. She has been supportive and helping me out, and other things and almost everything. I have been trying my best to find a solution to our needs, but I don’t know why things haven’t been going well financially for me, and it’s really ki||!ng me and depressing for me because I am losing her and losing my family.
When all this started going on, I told her I wanted to leave the house and go out and look for ways to hustle and get money. She told me not to leave yet, but it got to the point that we had no choice now. Right now, I had to leave the house to stay at my friend’s place for a while to start figuring out things and ways to get money from other means. It hasn’t been easy. I will say this in conclusion: my lack of financial stability is affecting my life, my spouse, and everything around me. I am depressed, and I feel like I am losing her. Ever since I left the house, she’s been grouchy; she no longer be the sweet girl she used to be. I miss us, and I am depressed. I am losing myself. I am trying my best; I just want to make it up to her and make her happy. I miss us. I need help; I need advice.
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