My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years. We’ve gotten so deep into the relationship that my parents know about him and his family does too. People around us know we’re in a relationship and it is very obvious because we’re always together, though we have religious differences. He’s a Muslim and I’m a Christian and my dad would never accept me getting married to a Muslim. I’m yet to tell him my boyfriend is a Muslim. I have literally done everything to make him happy. I have always been there through sweet and tough times. I have always chosen him even when he does things to hurt my feelings and makes me doubt him. I have loved him more than myself. I have sacrificed a lot and he has also made a lot of sacrifices in the relationship. He really loves me a lot and he doesn’t hide it. I have always relied on him emotionally, physically and even financially because I’m yet to get a job after I finished my NYSC. But early this year, I cheated and he caught me but he forgave me and we were doing okay.
Recently, I cheated on him again and now he said he’s done and doesn’t want to be with me anymore. I’m having a guilty conscience and I’m so down and hurt. I don’t know where to start from. I have begged and cried but he said it’s over between us. How do I face my family and friends? I don’t know what to do. I have been begging him but he has made up his mind and I’m remorseful and I won’t do it again. I just want to be with him. I still love him and want to spend the rest of my years with him even with our religious differences. What should I do to get him back and earn his trust once again? Or how can I love myself once again and build myself to be a good woman because I have been battling with low self esteem since 2023 after I broke up with my ex? Should I just move on and heal properly and build myself? I’m literally confused. Please help a lady in distress.
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