I’m Tired, But I’m Trying

I’ve never shared this before, but I feel it’s time. Life hasn’t been easy for me. I’m 25. I have a skill I’ve worked hard to build. I post every day, morning to night, but most times, no one shows up. Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing something wrong or if I’m just invisible. No stable support. No real help. Just me and this hustle. Relationships? I’ve tried, but they don’t last. Maybe because most of them only want one thing. And I’m scared of that one thing—s€x. I’ve only had s€x once in my life, and I wasn’t even conscious. I woke up and was told by someone I trusted that it happened. That moment has haunted me. I want to heal. I want to grow. I want to succeed. I’m not lazy. I’m just stuck, tired, and honestly, I don’t know how others make it work.

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