I’ve been very depressed lately. I’m a final year student, and my results are nothing to write home about. I’m currently a third class student. I’ve been feeling suicidal, in fact. I really don’t know how to face my mother. She single handedly saw me and my siblings through school. Right from the time I knew I didn’t have plans on using my degree to work, I still don’t. But it’s just so disgraceful. I really have nothing to show for my four years in university. I have no friends, no networking, failed businesses, and a third class result. I’ve thought about dropping out and starting again, but I don’t know how to tell my mum. She believes I’m doing very well in school. I used to be a very smart student in secondary school until I entered science class and overnight became a very weak student. If only I can make it to a second class lower. I’m supposed to graduate this year, April, and I have a fear I might even spill or probate. I’m just really tired. I hope I don’t harm myself.
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