Hi guys, this is just a rant from a place of real pain. I don’t even know how to explain it. My heart feels like it’s carrying a weight I can’t drop. How do people move on? How do you just let go of someone you shared four years of your life with? She ended our relationship because she said she wants it to be halal. It’s been one month and I’m still stuck in the same emotional space. She said she left me for the sake of Allah, and while I deeply respect the intention behind that, I can’t lie, it broke me. Because making something halal shouldn’t mean cutting off completely. It shouldn’t mean silence and distance.
A relationship, especially one you want to make right, involves both parties. It takes both people to come together, pray together, grow together, and make changes together. You don’t just make that kind of decision alone and leave the other person behind, hurting and confused. I feel betrayed. I stayed loyal. I stayed honest. I was ready to do the right thing with her. So why couldn’t we take that step together? Why does making it halal have to feel like abandonment? We could have made this work. We could have made it pure. We could have ended this with marriage, not heartbreak. Oh, and I’m sorry, for non-Muslims, halal means lawful in the eyes of God while haram means unlawful.
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