I lost my four-year relationship. It’s been hell for me. I do not want to go into details as to what happened. However, I was a good person. Why I’m writing this is that I’m losing my spark. I don’t feel beautiful anymore. Every day I cry—when I wake up, before I sleep, every time. All I do is cry. Funny enough, no one knows what I’m going through. I don’t even post on my WhatsApp. You know some people love to share emotions on their status, but I just feel like no one cares. What can I do? I work remotely as a virtual assistant and I’m at least doing well for myself. My dear girlies, what can I do to get back my spark, I mean that happy self?
The only thing I do when I’m sad is listen to some gospel music and then go get food. I’m eating too much. I’m not a foodie, but it looks like seeing food and eating is the only relief. The other day, I went out and bought so much food, different takeaway food and ice cream. Seeing them just makes me happy even though I won’t finish them. I’m also scared of adding weight. I’m an introvert. I don’t even have hobbies or friends. What can I do? I don’t know if I’m running into depression. Please, I’m so sad.
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