I really don’t know, but I felt betrayed by love and my emotions again. Met this beautiful innocent-looking soul months ago, liked her, and it clicked. It was a beautiful beginning, and I could feel joy and goosebumps inside of me anytime I talked to her or got close to her. It’s LDR, but at the same time, we both agreed to cope with it. It was a beautiful first two months. I was doing the visiting since I didn’t want it to be rushed or seem like some playboy thing. I was loving it, and it was going well, but a few months later, I noticed it seemed like I was the one doing all the basic things and trying to make the relationship work.
I’m sorry I won’t be able to disclose some things, but I know what I noticed and actually sat her down to talk about, but she wasn’t ready to improve, which made me decide I’m the one trying. Trust me, I’m not perfect, but I’m the type of man any girl will dream to spend their life with because I don’t demand much from my girl other than reciprocation of my energies and traits. A lot keeps happening and going on. I can tell you for free, I ignored all the red flags, and I feel stuck right now because she is draining my emotions and brain. I can see myself falling into depression already, all in the name of loving someone who doesn’t want to love me back. I feel like I’m losing my mind, and I cried and fell sick all because of this.
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