Relationships without trust are challenging. As someone committed to my partner, and he’s my first intimate experience, yeah, he deflowered me. I’m frustrated by his insecurity. I feel disappointed in myself for considering actions that might hurt him – he doesn’t deserve that. We only shared one intimate moment, but his behavior has been inconsistent. When he mentioned preferring Instagram over WhatsApp, I wondered if that’s where his attention lies. Since I’m active on Instagram too, why not talk there? My concerns feel dismissed, though. His slow responses and lack of empathy affected my health – I was emotionally drained, and he never asked about it. This experience taught me that overthinking can harm your well-being. At 22, I’ve learned to prioritize my emotional health; hence, I blocked him. What’s striking is that he hasn’t even tried to reach out or call me since. Despite the distance, I still miss him.
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