So I’ve been a sick child but during my teenage years, I got kinda better until recently when I reached 22 years that I now fall sick every two market days. So today, I had one of the sickness attacks, which is chest contractions. And due to the fact I’m already used to the pain—but this contraction this time was excruciating and it blocked my airway, which couldn’t make me breathe until I had to do a forced laboured breathing through my mouth. Now, I sent a voice message to our family group chat about the pain. Mind you, I was crying whilst recording the voice message because when the attack started, it lasted for about an hour. Can you imagine that 12 hours have passed and none of my siblings and my mom called? I feel hurt because I presently don’t have a man because I don’t want distractions whilst schooling. So the people I call my family, who I could run to, ignored me. If I wasn’t able to scale through the attack and was found dead, isn’t it tears they’ll be shedding?
I feel so hurt that they could ignore me like that because if it was either of them, I’d definitely call anyone around them to check up on them. Should I confront them about it or should I leave the matter? Mind you, I’m studying in the East and they’re in the West, aside from my mom who’s in the village in the East. And they have many people’s numbers in my school state that they could call to check up on me. I just felt so unwanted and left out.
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