I think that if my boyfriend had a chance to leave me to be with someone else, he’d jump on it. He’s probably still with me for sentimental reasons. I’ve come to notice that he loves petite and light-skinned girls. Me, on the other hand, I’m tall, slim, dark-skinned, and not small. I’ve noticed how he always follows and likes petite girls on Instagram, and he has jokingly said something about smaller girls one day when we were watching a movie together. Although I need not being told that I have a very beautiful physique as a tall girl, I still feel so insecure because of what I’ve learned about him. He now has me looking at the mirror differently, wishing I was a petite girl. It hurts me so bad because we’ve been together for a year and I’ve grown to love him so much, but I know that this issue might be what will end us eventually. I want him to be with who he actually wants and would be happy with, because I’m already feeling like I’m being managed. I’m so hurt. And I’m so beautiful — if I were a man, I’d die for me. I don’t even blame him for his choice. He just should have never approached me in the first place. He should have just gone for the smaller ones he likes.
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