My ex of 5 years and I broke up in December after he disrespected me with a lady he was talking to. That’s a story I’d not like to get into because una go too insult me say I mumu for love. I learned recently that he slept with a girl (he told me himself because we’re now long distance), and I was pained, but it’s not my place to say anything about it.
There’s a guy I talk to that has been disturbing me. We went out a few times, but I didn’t even go to his place. He’s a gentleman. So after I learned about my ex, I went out with this guy and I slept with him, hoping to get back at my ex. But tell me why I was crying so much. It’s not like the sex was bad or anything—it was so good, which gave me flashbacks with my ex—but I don’t know why I was feeling so guilty that I cried so much. This guy was even asking me why I was crying, but I couldn’t tell him. Now I can’t even bring myself to pepper my ex or tell him, also because I’m scared he’ll stop giving me my monthly allowance. I’m considering blocking the new guy. I don’t know why, but I’m just so overwhelmed. Don’t fall in love, guys. I’m just going to focus on my work and not think about guys for now. I’m tired abeg.
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