I have been in an on-and-off situationship with this guy for about five months now, and anytime we try to make it official, it ends so fast. To cut the long story short, we’re always making up and breaking up, and I’ve never met this person even though I’ve known him since January. Most times when we break up, it’s mostly my fault. I cheated on him once during the situationship era, and he found out. He was mad about it, but we finally moved past that and officially started dating, but we broke it off again. Recently, something happened, and he blocked me everywhere. No, it wasn’t cheating; he claimed I was disrespecting him, but honestly, I wasn’t.
I just stood up to him, and he didn’t like that. I feel terrible, like I can’t live without him. I want him back, and I’m ready to change because I know I have my flaws too. But I don’t have access to him anymore. I emailed him, but I’m pretty sure he blocked my emails too. I really love him and don’t want to be with anyone else. Please advise me on how to break through to him or if I should let him go, which I’m finding so hard to do. I miss him so much. My friends call him a narci$$ist, but I don’t even know anymore. This story is just a summary of what has happened in this “ship.” What should I do?
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