I No Longer Have Feelings

I’m writing this with pain in my heart and tears in my eyes. So, I’m in a relationship with this Urhobo guy; we’ve dated for almost 3 years, and this boy always treats me like trash. One year into the relationship, he got a girl pregnant; he denied it. I know fully well he’s responsible for it, but I ignored it. He apologized, and I forgave him because I love him. He continued cheating on me with several girls. He b£ats me, doesn’t give me money, and doesn’t care about my feelings. All he knows is sex; he has sex with me almost every day. If I refuse to let him touch me, he will start a fight.

I wake up early every morning to go to his store to clean it up almost every day, but he doesn’t appreciate it. In fact, there is a lot to say, but to cut the story short, I caught him cheating again, and he spends more on the girl than he does on me. So, I decided to walk away. But please, you guys should help me—I no longer love anybody since then. Even my female friends—I hate them all. Anytime a guy approaches me, I tell him I don’t believe in love. I hate love right now. I don’t even get to crush on anybody. I h8te everybody, both males and females. Sometimes, hate myself too. Please, you guys should advise me—I’m tired of it already.

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