Didn’t know I was going to write here. Honestly, I don’t know where to start, but concerning my love life, sometime last November, I met my initial babe, who at first was very nonchalant, did the bare minimum, wasn’t available at all, and I always complained to him. I overlooked all these red flags because I loved him. I was the opposite of him, very loyal, intentional, and I made everyone around me know about him. Never for once did I hide him because if it were other girls, they would have, because the looks were not there and also hygiene. I only wanted the same type of love and energy I gave to him. But sometime this year, after my birthday, which he didn’t show up for at all and didn’t prioritise, I forgave him because financially things were not good for him at that moment. But that’s not an excuse because for his own birthday, I only knew a month ahead and still showed up. Then something prompted me to check his phone, and I caught him cheating. Honestly, I was so broken and pained because I knew how I had rejected or friend-zoned a lot of guys. Having options was never the issue because I kept my boundaries and stayed loyal.
During this time, I met Mr B, and I honestly kept him as a friend. He was so kind, sweet, generous, genuine, and someone who flaunted me any chance he got. After I caught Mr A cheating, I started dating Mr B, and he was so sweet and intentional. I could see the positive changes in me since I started dating him. But Mr A came back pleading, and I accepted him just because I was very hurt and wanted to use him before leaving him. Along the way, I loved Mr A again. He changed, listened to me, became very sweet, did the things I wanted, and became intentional. But he was playing this game well because he once caught me with Mr B and didn’t say anything. I made it so obvious to him that there was a second person so he would leave me, but he never did. He was always asking if we were in an open relationship. Then Mr B found out. I had to break up with him and blocked him on every social media platform except his business account so I could still view his stories. Honestly, I miss Mr A a lot because I loved him. But Mr B treated me way better, even though I didn’t love him as much.
Sometimes I want Mr A to call me so we can talk, and I can’t bring myself to unblock him because he did and said a lot of bad things about me, spoilt my image, and the scary part was that I found out a lot about him that I didn’t know before. He follows this page, so he would probably see this story. Just call me because I miss you a lot, and maybe we’ll meet again in the future. Also, I think Mr B is changing. Honestly, I just want to be single. I don’t want relationship drama.
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