I Caught My Boyfriend Secretly Recording Me

I’m lost, and I don’t know what to do. I caught my boyfriend of three years recording me while I was giving him head. P.S. He mentioned one time that we should record ourselves having sex, and I refused. I was so shocked when I caught him that I couldn’t even speak. He has been begging me nonstop, saying he had no intention of posting it and that he would delete it immediately after. He even admitted that he had done it before. This boy has been so good to me throughout the years we’ve been together, but I can’t bring myself to trust him anymore. I can’t even look at him the same way, and I’m so confused about what to do. I love him so much, but this really shattered me. Should I forgive him? But what if he keeps doing it and starts blackmailing me with it if, peradventure, we break up?

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