I don’t even know where to start from. My whole life has been hell lately. It is a lot for me. I planned to japa last year, but it didn’t work out, and I ended up in over ₦5 million in debt. Since the middle of last year, it has been one issue after another, from having a bad phone to getting into debt. I have been so disgraced and embarrassed because of the debts, and it has been a lot for me. I have sold everything I have, down to all my wigs, and settled some of the debts. I can’t even remember the last time I had a good sleep. Most days, I cry myself to sleep. I wonder how everything went wrong. Even as an undergraduate, I didn’t suffer like this. At 24, I have nothing to show for it. I’m a first daughter, and I’m not proud of myself. I have sent CVs to so many companies, but none of them got back to me.
I still have goods to sell because I started a thrift business during my service year, but when my phone got spoilt, I lost all my customers. I have tried getting back into the business recently, but there are still no customers. I still have goods worth over a million naira. If I’m able to sell them all at once, I’ll be able to pay part of my remaining debts. E just be like say I wan craze. I have no one to rant or talk to. It is a lot for me. I don’t know if God has forgotten me. I need help. I need someone to talk to who won’t judge me. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I can’t think straight. I can’t go a day without crying. I’m getting depressed.
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