I’ve always read stories here about people in relationships of five years and above, and they’ve broken up. I didn’t know how it felt, to be honest. I’ve been heartbroken before, and because of that, I never let my guard down. I finally met this guy who made me believe that true love really exists. Even though it was hard opening up to him, I eventually did. We never dated because it was long distance. He tried asking me out on the phone, but I declined because I like being asked out properly. We kept on talking, and even though it was not always smooth, I felt safe and secure talking to him because I was sure he liked me, and I liked him too. I completely let my guard down, and it felt good to finally be able to love someone after all this while. I didn’t know a time would come when he would end everything just because I told him I didn’t think he knew what he wanted. I told him that because he didn’t ask me out when we finally saw each other,
and he explained that he didn’t want to rush into anything. We went on a few dates, and things were good. It was even yesterday that we planned on playing golf on our next date. He ended everything at 3 am this morning, and I’ve been crying nonstop since. He said he loves me too much to not let me go because he’s not ready to be in a relationship. Like, what the heck? It’s not like I was begging for a relationship; I just wanted to know where his head was at about the whole situation. It makes me begin to question if anything has been real since its inception. I’m not going to stop believing in love because of him because I know he did love me, but I guess he wasn’t the one for me. The thing now is, I’m heartbroken and I don’t know what to do to heal. I’m forcing myself not to message him and make him reconsider because I already did that when he ended everything. I just need to heal at this point.
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