I’m a 22-year-old lady who was bullied by my friend and my boyfriend because of my stature. Fast forward to two years ago, I decided to take some pills to get thick a bit, which turned out well for me at first until I discovered the drugs caused me heart pain. So I stopped taking the drugs, and that was last year. Yet my body was still thick and fine. I treated my heart pain with a lot of money before I could get better, but I still feel the pain once in a while to this day. Last four months, I decided to go back to my normal body again because I can’t even wear a crop top in peace just because I now have a big tummy. I worked out (home workout). I also ate less, and finally, I lost some weight, and my tummy came back to normal.
But I still look thick, just not as before. Then all of a sudden, my mom is angry I lost weight. She used to be happy around me before; she just stopped and went back to her normal unhappy person (all the sadness started back when we lost my aunty, my mom’s younger sister, who happened to be her best friend). If I talk to her, she hardly wants to hear me out again, until one day I talked to my elder brother about it, and he said my mom told him she sees my late aunt in me because of my thickness and eyes. In fact, everything about me makes me look just like my late aunt, which makes her happy. I’m confused now. I don’t know how to tell this woman I can’t do it again by taking dr#g$ to get thick. I can’t even deal with the heart pain anymore. Please, guys, what do I do?
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