I am jealous of people who are madly in love. My girlfriend is not romantic. We don’t kiss or have passionate intimacy. She doesn’t put in any effort. I beg for sex. She doesn’t like cuddles. She doesn’t like it when I touch her boobs. So, I have no boobs to suck. When I complain or try to talk about spicing things up, she says I’m complaining. What do I want her to do? She ends up crying, saying her body feels ticklish. But she’s supposed to get turned on, so why feel ticklish? I am very handsome—not like I’m unattractive. I have a good physique. I have a very good D. I am slim while she’s chubby. She wasn’t this chubby when we started. My preference used to be slim thick, with small boobs. But her boobs are big, and I had to adjust to start loving her the way she is. I think I don’t mind anymore because I’m now used to her body and can’t imagine myself touching someone else.
She says I want to f**k her every time, that she’s human, and that I want sex too much. This got me thinking a lot lately because it was different with my ex. We used to have sex anytime we got the chance, doing crazy stuff like having it in the kitchen or bank toilets. Sometimes we parked on lonely roads and did it in the trunk of my car. It was different. Whenever I touched her, she was ready, even in the middle of her sleep. She was always ready to have me. It’s not like I miss my ex so much, but my girlfriend’s attitudes make me think back to my ex. My girlfriend is beginning to make me lose my confidence and self-esteem. I feel something is wrong with me. Why won’t she kiss me? I provide for her and pay her school fees and other expenses. I do everything I can to support her because she only has a mom who is struggling. So, I do everything for my girlfriend. It’s crazy because we’ve been together since 2020.
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