Good day. Please, I’m in a situation where I don’t know what to do anymore. I had a girlfriend back then; she was cool, reserved, and beautiful, but I cheated on her because of what is not lost that I was looking for at that moment. But I still very much love her. Eventually, my new so-called girlfriend is now nothing to write home about. She is beautiful also, but sincerely the relationship has been hell and she is a cheat (not judging her because I was once a cheat also). I have been trying to patch things up in this relationship, but I just can’t cope with it anymore because she never changes and things are not just working out between us. The issue now is I love my then-girlfriend and she loves me too. Though she broke up with me, she never blocked me (we still talk), not very deeply but casually. Through that, I get to know she is still single, not that she isn’t beautiful to have another man, but she is just focused on other things and her life. Since the day we started our relationship back then, we both knew we were connected in one way or another
(you might think it’s a lie and I’m saying this just to get back to her, but it’s what we both know, and not even an Alfa or pastor said this). If you meet your soulmate, you will surely feel and know they are the one. I was the one that me$$ed things up, I know. I just can’t let her go because I feel so empty without her. If she blocks and stops talking to me, honestly I can fall into depression. I know I have never been good to her and I cheated on her, but I’m so much regretting it and I want her back. Like, I want to wife her. I swear to God who made me, but I’m scared to go back to her and tell her this is what I want. What if she rejects me? What if she never trusts me again? I made a big mistake of hurting her at first, but I promise to set things right. I promised to give her everything she wanted, but I’m scared if she is still going to love me the way she did back then. Please don’t judge me. I know I did something bad, which I cry about every night— Please just advise me because I really want this person in my life. I’m serious when I say my life is incomplete without her. Thank you 🙏🏽
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