NGL, ever since my last relationship ended, I have been going through different feelings and emotions. It was very terrible when he broke up with me. I tried my best to reconcile, but he had already made up his mind. I cried daily for over a month. I wrote my exams amidst pain and tears. I couldn’t afford to fail. Once I’m done crying, I will carry my books again. It’s been two months and I have been lonely. I just registered at a gym. I hope it heals me permanently. Some days I’m happy and giggling, and some days I just break down.
I really miss my ex, but I can’t reach out to him ever again, that’s how much I love him. I have chosen to let go forever, but damn, this loneliness hurts a lot. I don’t wish to date another person so I don’t bl€€d on an innocent man who didn’t hurt me. These days I even find it so irritating when a guy approaches me. Even my DMs, ignored everyone showing interest in me. Seriously, at this stage of my life, I’m not emotionally available to date anyone. I take myself out with my friends sometimes and I go to the gym. What else can I even add to occupy my time? I only think when I’m jobless or alone.
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