Why am I always so depressed when my birthday is near? Like, I just want to put my phone on DND and not talk to anyone. A month ago, I was really excited about my birthday coming up that I got myself a dress, and I was planning on getting a cake and candle and you know, taking myself out and all. A week before my birthday, I canceled all the plans I made because I just felt I didn’t need it anymore. I’m still getting myself a cake though, but I just hate the fact that my birthday is near and I don’t feel loved by people. Don’t get me wrong, I know I have people that actually care for me. But, I just want this birthday to come and go like nothing is happening. I even want to go off social media for some time so I wouldn’t feel the birthday pressure anymore.
