I love this guy so much, but deep down, I know that if I find out he’s cheating or cheated on me, I’ll be really hurt. I’ve never caught him red-handed because it’s a long-distance relationship. I’ve always seen his chats with different girls, and one other girl is even desperate to see him, but he’s just doing her turn turn for reasons I don’t know, maybe because I’m around. I just want to prepare my heart so that I won’t go crazy when I finally catch him and just move on with my life. I tried cheating on him with my ex when I saw those chats with other girls, but I couldn’t do it. Please just tell me what to do in order not to love him too much. Meanwhile, I saw a chat he had with his friend about settling an ashawo they carried, but he said his friend carried her for him but he didn’t do anything with her, he even cleared the messages when I confronted him to show him the chat with his phone because I didn’t screenshot it. This guy is very kind at heart though and caring. I just want to reduce the love I have for him so it wouldn’t hurt so much if I finally find out.
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