Guys, I’m finding it hard to be a hard guy. I feel like I am too soft or vulnerable, especially when I’m drunk. People will literally hurt me, and I’ll promise myself not to talk to them or forgive them. But once I take alcohol and get high, I’ll call or text them to settle everything. My babe too, she will ghost me for days, and I won’t care. Or whenever she does something wrong, she won’t apologize, and she will want me to apologize instead. I’ll try not to be bothered, but when I am high, I’ll remember all the good days, and I’ll just call her to settle things. I’ll always give her assurance that she’s not going anywhere and it’s forever. Sometimes I’ll just send her money. Whenever I’m high, I’ll fantasize about her, call her, tell her how much I love her, and I want her so bad. I know there’s nothing bad in doing that, but at least I want to be a hard guy. I don’t want people to see me as a soft guy. She also made a statement one day that no matter what, I can’t do without her. What do I do, guys?
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