During my ND days, I met this guy and his friend when I was on my way home. I tried to avoid them but they traced me home. Funny, our house was close so it was easy for this guy to give me close markings. He kept coming to my door even after I told him not to come. Finally, we became friends because I was new in that state and I didn’t have anyone to talk to or gist. This guy told me he has a girlfriend but he loves me. Lol. Well, I turned him down but he didn’t take No for an answer, he kept giving me attention and care even when I was feeling my monthly pain. This got to me and one day one thing led to another and we started doing what I don’t understand. This guy partially made me a woman (disvirgined me) but he doesn’t know this till today. He doesn’t gift me or give me money but I fell deeply in love with him. We dated for like 1 and a half years plus break up and makeup. (Technically he’s like my first love). Now the thing is we’ve broken up for like 2/3 years now, I have moved on and I have dated 2 guys after him and I am still with one but anytime I see the girl with this guy, my heart still breaks. I don’t want them to be together anymore and I don’t think I still have a thing for him. I don’t know if I need help but seeing them together breaks my heart. Am I finding it hard to move on? Even though I am in a relationship. Do I need to see a therapist?
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