I’m just 21. Please don’t judge me. I’ve had 7 abortions since I came into the dating pool, and I’m currently pregnant again for my boyfriend of 5 years who cheats a lot. I fell out of love with him, and I tried dating other people, but I think all men are the same because I always want to check their phones. There must be somebody that they’re either seeing already or they have a serious date already, so I will be left with the option of going back to my boyfriend. Now I’m pregnant, and he wants to marry me, but I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. I feel I’ll regret getting married to him because I can’t stand a cheating partner, so I don’t know what to do. So, I’m having thoughts of just giving birth without marriage (because my instinct keeps telling me not to abort this baby, or else I’ll regret it) so that I can easily move on with my life in the future in case I don’t find happiness and peace later on with him. Though my boyfriend is lovely, the only red flag in him is cheating. I’ve tried to endure, but I can’t, and I find it very hard to leave the relationship too. Those times I left the relationship, I decided with a very strong heart to leave, but I still find myself back with him. Omo, confusion wants to finish me like this. Please note that I’m done with school, and I have a very good business and job.
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