It’s been three months since she broke up with me. I don’t know why I can’t move on. I did her bad, and she broke up with me. I have apologized and repented of the act. “I didn’t engage in any sexship with anyone else, just some funny conversations with an old friend of mine.” She still lives in my house, and she doesn’t even talk to me. We only say hi when we cross paths in my kitchen. It sounds unreal when I tell my friends that my ex lives with me and we don’t talk. I love this girl very much. I can’t even tell her to leave my house or ask when she will leave or even ask another girl out.
I am 100% certain she is seeing someone else because she always talks with this guy on the phone when I’m in my room pretending to be sleeping. We don’t sleep in the same room; she sleeps in a different room. I can’t get her off my head, and she has far moved on. My only prayer these days is for her to come back to me. I stopped begging her, and she is not even looking at my side. Lately, I’ve been really down and unfocused because of this. I’ve been slow at work and classes too. I’m just praying to God to touch her heart. That’s if she still has one for me though. I miss her so much even though we live in the same house.
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