I have been married for about 5 years now with 2 kids. I have a husband who always cheats on me countless times and whenever I caught him cheating, he would start begging me and promising to change. He cheated to the extent that he brought different girls to my house without me knowing because I would always be at the store, selling, not knowing he was at home with a girl. My neighbor told me about it, but I never believed her. So one day I was at the store, and the same neighbor called me and told me my husband just entered the house with a girl. So I quickly locked the shop and went home. Lo and behold, my hubby was with a girl. He removed our wedding photos from the wall and my children’s pictures too, so it would appear like he’s single. When the girl saw me, he ran out of the house.
I just fell on the floor and started crying because it was very painful. So I had to call my mum, though I never told any of my family members about what was going on because it’s my cross, right? But this time, I called my mum and explained everything to her, she came to my house with a tricycle to pack my things and carried my children back to the village. It happened in March last year, so I was staying in the village with my kids, and he told me that he was no longer interested in the marriage anymore. I told him to come to collect his bride price back so I could leave my life, but he refused. He said he gave my daddy the bride price and that I should leave my life the way I want it. So since then, we haven’t been talking, and I started chatting with someone, and we decided to date and even had sex.
Then hubby started calling and telling me that he was sorry and that we should come back together, that it’s the devil’s handiwork, and stuff like that. So before going back home, I told him I have slept with different men, and he was very pissed and angry. I told him that you gave me permission to do my thing and I already thought we aren’t coming back again, that was why I even cheated, and he said he doesn’t believe me that I couldn’t cheat on him. Since he didn’t believe me, I just had to keep my mouth shut, and we are together again. But I’m feeling guilty and bad as well. I don’t want anything bad to happen to me because I cheated. Should I bring the matter up again? Please help me, I will be in the comments section.