My Body Insecurity

Hello everyone, this is my first time opening up like this, and I feel suffocated. I’ve had stretch marks since I was very young, around JSS, and it has always been a big insecurity for me. I have them on my breasts and thighs. I never bleached on my own, but my mom did for me when I was younger, and I strongly feel like she caused it. Growing up, I tried not to think about it, but I always covered up. Now that I’ve graduated, it’s affecting me more. Every time I see them, I feel sad and angry, and I’m not comfortable in my own body. It’s so bad that I can’t even change in front of my friends or my mom, and my boyfriend doesn’t even know because I’m too insecure to show him. What if I get married and he hates me for that? Who is going to marry someone like me? My fear every day. My marks are now white. I’ve had them for 11/12 years. I hate that I even feel resentment towards my mom sometimes. It’s a lot for me to carry.

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