My life feels really hard. I know God has done a lot for me this year, but it still feels overwhelming. First of all, I am a single mum whose child’s father abandoned responsibilities because we are no longer together due to serious issues in the relationship, including violence, cheating, embarrassment from him and his family, and insults even after I gave birth. I have been the one taking care of my son myself for four years now, with nothing from him. I manage myself, my school, and my son. I do everything to make him happy and he has never lacked anything. I also take care of myself, but I still face constant insults from home. My dad says all my siblings are better than me and that I am useless, which is very painful. I met another guy, and although I did not mention my son at first, when I told him, he accepted us and we have been together for a year.
This guy knows my phone passwords and socials, I blocked a lot of guys for him and I have never cheated on him, but at every little compliment I get, he gets upset and accuses me of cheating, while he has many female friends he communicates with daily. He never blocks them and even caused a scene when I blocked one. I gift him and try to be what he wants, but he disrespects me a lot. He sometimes says hurtful things, then apologises later. He goes out with other girls and has hurt me in many ways, although he has been somewhat supportive financially and helped me start my current business. Before I met him, I had nothing, and now I have something going on. I have tried to leave, but my heart keeps pulling me back. He showed me love at first, then showed me his true colours. I really do not know what to do.
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