I Feel Betrayed By The Woman I Love And Failed As A Man

I really do not know where to start from because I feel so betrayed and heartbroken, but I just have to let it out. Well my story is kinda long but I’ll try and make it brief. I am a 25 year old guy and I’ve been dating my girlfriend for about a year and some months now. I love her so much and I’ll do anything for her. Things have been going well until I decided to travel for a while because of some issues I had which she knew about, because she knows everything about me and I too know everything about her. So when I travelled I met one beautiful Liberian girl who is a librarian. She’s 29 years old but she doesn’t look 29, she looks 25, and she has been single for about two years. When we met the connection and vibe clicked immediately. We went out a few times but we never had sex because I told her I have a girl and I don’t want to cheat on her because I love her.

After some time of us being friends she told me she’ll be leaving the country and going to the United States and she’ll want us to have sex and get her pregnant. Then she’ll give birth in the state but we’ll both keep in touch and she’ll take care of the child until whenever I am ready. Her parents are also rich and they want grandchildren because she’s the only child. But I totally turned her down because I love my baby and I won’t want to cheat on her or hurt her. So after the Liberian girl left we still kept in touch. I later found out that my so called girlfriend who I trusted with everything has been cheating on me and she even went on different dates and vacations and is now pregnant for another guy who she always claimed was just a friend and they’ve been friends before we met and started dating. Omo fear women oh. I feel betrayed and failed as a man. I really don’t know what to do.

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