Don’t Start What You Are Not Ready For

I will likely be a storyteller henceforth because I need to talk to someone and speak my mind because I feel betrayed. I met this girl a couple of months ago, and everything clicked between us, and I thought I would have an amazing love story for myself. But I don’t know I was in love with someone who is not ready to give anything into the relationship other than just “good morning,” “how are you,” and “how was your day” kind of thing, not even good couple conversations, no plans or steps toward me and her spending our life together. This is someone I love, and she sees and can feel it. She hates being with me; she hates being around me. You can blame me for ignoring the red flags, but I talked it out with her. She promised to be calm for her and said she was working on herself, but months have passed, and I don’t even see this leading anywhere good. I’m wasting my time, my emotions, and resources on someone who doesn’t see life with me. I feel stuck and confused. I see myself falling into depression, and it’s affecting me at the office already.

My boss has queried me twice over this, and I don’t know how I found myself in this situation again after waiting for years before going into another relationship. I think I have an unlucky fate because being good does me more harm than good.

Also read: I Keep Giving My Heart to the Wrong People

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