Been in a long-distance relationship since last year when I was in camp. We do go on and off. Then we decided to be serious with it earlier this year. I do call him all the time because I sincerely loved him and was committed. I also noticed he does not really reciprocate calling me all the time. He calls sometimes, but I can call almost every time, that I even asked him if I was disturbing him because I felt like a disturbance, you get. He said no and apologized, but he always repeats it. He can say that he will call you back, babe, and I will just sit like mumu waiting for his call; he won’t till the next day sometimes. And he is also a smoker. I told him on WhatsApp that he should stop it; he said yes, he will limit it, that he can’t be a smoker forever. I always initiate talks all the time more than he does, so I decided to stop calling him for a while. Can you imagine, he called me yesterday telling me, “So if I don’t call you, you won’t call me, right?” and he also said, “Trust me, I would also maintain the same vibe you are giving me.” He also told me on WhatsApp that I am giving him heart attack just because he loves me.
I just laughed. Although there is a barrister that has been disturbing me for ages, I always ignore him and throw him one side, but he keeps coming back to me. The barrister and I eventually talked one on one, and I noticed he really liked me a lot. He treated me so nice when we saw. I am just so confused.
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