Omo, I feel betrayed sha. Like what do men really want? Relationship of two years seems like hell. Do I mention physical and emotional abu$e? Still, I stayed all because I don’t want too many body count, and this guy is just my first boyfriend and first relationship. I swear, I was very loyal, but he was just so useless a guy. No dates, no outing, it’s with sweat and blood I’ll use and collect N5k from him, and he’s actually doing well. He’s always accusing me of cheating, which I’m not, and I swear I’ve never cheated on him. I even rejected a friend giving me money just for him since he made me believe accepting things from another guy is cheating. Going out with other guys is cheating. I even stopped talking to guys anymore because of him. Recently, I found out he was cheating on me. He just casually said “sorry,” and when I was still talking, he was like, “I have sha said sorry.” If I can go this length for you, why can’t you just do the same? Now, the funniest part is, we are talking on WhatsApp and he sent me a VN. Would you believe I heard the sound of a lady moaning, like moaning? Omo, I just pray I’ll get a faithful partner, because omo, it’s not easy, and we are both in our late 20s. One thing I know and I’m certain of is I’ll never cheat. Omo, I keep treating infection, and he keeps telling me I was cheating. How will I be treating infection when I only have just him? I don’t have past relationship talk less of me getting infection from my previous partner, and he knows. It’s so painful.
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