I went for a crusade today, and I had an encounter with the Holy Spirit. First, it started with crying and praying, then all of a sudden, I fell backward and landed on the floor. Some ushers took me to the front of the crowd. This might not make sense, but I have always told God that I want to have this experience, and I want it to come genuinely. I know it’s more than falling down, but I feel like I’m about to enter a new phase of my life. I feel like God has shown me mercy. I’m just a 20-year-old girl who has been through so much—medically, spiritually, emotionally, mentally, academically, and all. I have suffered from depression and anxiety.
I literally hear voices in my head that constantly talk down on my worth and life. I always struggle to get even the tiniest things done, but I feel like the delay, the disappointment, and the setbacks have been broken. God has taken away the garment of shame and has given me restoration. I don’t know how I’m going to graduate from this school despite my 2.04 CGPA in 200 level, but I know I’ll graduate. I don’t know how God is going to do it, but I know this is the beginning of a new thing in my life and the life of my family. We have struggled, cried, and prayed, and God is just about to show us how good it can get. Thank you all for listening.
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