I met this guy around last year. We became friends, and not even a month later, he asked me out. I told him we couldn’t date for now, but we could keep our friendship. He disagreed and said we must date. Please don’t insult me; I had just broken up with my ex, and it wouldn’t have been nice to rush into another relationship. Two months later, I said yes to him. He’s a very good man; he takes good care of me, and I didn’t lack anything. Our relationship will be nine months soon, but he really hurt me. I’m saying this out of pain. He has one friend who is very close to him, and they do rubb!sh things together with different ladies, which I didn’t know about until recently. I found out that my guy has been cheating, not with one girl, but with different ladies. I’m a lover girl. I fall in love with a guy who I love because I feel it’s right in a relationship. I hate cheating.
I’m so beautiful, and I don’t know what men really want. Since the day I found out this guy is cheating on me, I haven’t been feeling him anymore, even s£xually. We fight all the time because of that. I cook for him, take good care of him—infact, I do everything to make him happy. But for a while now, I’ve stopped doing those things because this guy cheated on me the same day I went to his house. I got to know about it through someone close to him. Then I confronted him and asked, and he denied it, but later confessed it was true. Like, you cheated on me the same day I came down to your house? Men are so d•rty. I love him so much, and I don’t want to lose him, but since that incident, my love for him has dwindled, and he’s noticed a lot of changes in me lately. He just irritates me for no reason. I h8te being loyal to a man who sleeps around.
He can’t do without sex, which I do give him always. Infact, if it’s about wetness, he used to tell me that my ppssy is not always dry. Immediately he touches me, my ppssy gets wet. He used to say I’m sweet. What do men really want? I’m beautiful, fucking sweet, still know how to cook, hardworking, but this man decided to cheat on me despite how I showed him love. I listen to anything he asks me to do. I don’t have friends, neither do I go out. Please, what can I do? I love him so, so much, but this cheating part is another thing. Talking to different ladies, he knows I have a lot of men disturbing me, but I don’t have time. I block a lot of guys just because of this guy, yet he doesn’t feel bad about what he did at all. He still has the nerve to say he did it out of selfish interest. Imagine someone we’re planning on getting married.
I’ve sat him down several times to talk about this same thing, but nothing changes. I’m tired. I feel like cheating back, but I don’t want to. Anytime I see him, I feel like vomiting. He’s not attractive to me anymore. But if he doesn’t come down and beg me for what he did, I will cheat on him back, and he won’t know. Men can’t take what they dish out to ladies; they are so self!$h. It’s really hurting, seeing your man chatting with different women and also sleeping with them. I expect him to apologize to me for what he did wrong, or else I will sleep with different types of big men in my DMs and also do it to his face soon. I know he will see this, but I pray he regrets all the things he has done to me behind my back. D•rty, st•nking man. So sham€less. My heart is broken. With all this shape and sweet pu$$y. I know he will see this. I regret the day I met him.
At least I expect him to find a day just to talk to me about what he did wrong. If I were the one who did the same thing, I believe he would break up with me immediately. But the fact that I can still forgive him, he should know that it’s because of the love I have for him. He thinks I’ve let it go, but my head will judge him.
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