Last year I dropped a story about how I was s€sexually trapped by some chick I was cheating with before my girl came over (long-distance relationship) and I was able to break free of her. My girl caught a hint when she came but I denied it all flat. Ever since then I promised her I would never hurt her again and I meant it. My girl is well taken care of normally but after I did all that I started doing more. Reason for my rant: that other girl came back, kept texting me for weeks that we should meet up and have sex like old times. I wasn’t down with it so I resisted. Weeks passed and she kept texting me from time to time. I felt I should grant her one meeting because the way I broke up with her was terrible. So I went to her place for us to talk in my car after I picked up a waybill near her house. She said we should find somewhere to sit down. I agreed. We went there, sat down, she started touching me, asked if I missed her with her hand on my D. I fell. We went back home and smashed. Sex was terrible, I came 2 thrusts in, then pushed her away and went to wash my D and soul with hot shower because I felt like shit.
I’ve been celibate all these months just to fall like this. I’m so ashamed of myself and as for my girl, I keep betraying her. I want to be loyal to her. I love her so much. How do I become a man that stops cheating permanently? I’m gonna be sending her more money because I want her independent, and I feel so guilty right now. Maybe if I don’t change she’ll gather enough money and leave me. I won’t even blame her to be honest. Why do I keep doing this?
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